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Post by Afonso Silva on Apr 9, 2012 18:14:12 GMT -5
Querido Diário;
Hoje eu estou começando meu primeiro agenda As of today I've decided to keep a journal. I've never really done this before, but, there's a first time for everything, right? I'll probably write in here really sporadically, and hide this somewhere where nobody is going to find it, because, diaries are for private things, right? To look back and laugh at in future, so I'll put funny stuff in here for you future Afonso. {I'm sure you will love this book later, seriously.} But I'll try not to hide it too well, I don't want to forget about it anytime soon!
Anyway, I should, probably write some actual stuff in here, right?
So Lars finally proposed to Toni a while ago, which is, really nice! Weddings are always good fun. Toni ah, also asked me to be his best man. I'm finding this exciting at the moment but, I'm more than a bit nervous about writing a speech. I haven't really known Toni very long, I think it's only been about three years or so. What are people meant to say at a best man's speech anyway? I don't think I've ever stayed awake that long at a wedding before... I'm not exactly gifted with words either so, I'll be needing some help there. Sven said he'd give me a hand with it, but, I'm not certain how that'll work out just yet. What's the worst that could happen, really? If I screw up it'll be a good laugh, if anything. Weddings should be happy, nothing like a bit of laughter to lighten the mood. Maybe I could just wing it all. It'll be fine.
Uhm, what else?
Sven and I finally got a dog, which is nice. She's very sweet. I wanted to call her Waffles, because, they taste good. I think. I don't remeber why I was thinking that. She's a similar colour to a waffle too I suppose~? I really don't know. But we settled on "Gaufres" instead, which is fine too. More sophisticated, I suppose. it still means waffles though, so, i win. But that aside, she is a great addition to the family. she pees on everything that dog eats all my underwear i'm sure she likes sven better. I love that puppy.
Sven doesn't give her the dog food though, he insists on sharing sandwiches with her, and that dog is starting to get fat, diary, let me tell you. But I suppose it could be worse. She'll lose it quick enough, just a few extra walks here and there. She's growing too, so, things will balance out.
Sven's gaining weight too, which is really good. Really really good. You know diary, he let me touch his stomach the other day. Well, he didn't exactly let me, I'm just not sure how to write this. He sort of asked me to touch it? I don't know. But this is progress diary, and that is a good thing. He was in the hospital a little while ago diary, he collapsed or something. I don't know all the details, Toni only filled me in a little bit, and he seemed kind of frantic.
I'm not on his emergency contact, so I never got called by the hospital. Can you believe that diary? I understand that Lars is the first contact, that makes sense, but I felt left out of the loop? I didn't get to go visit him, because I didn't know. If Toni didn't say anything, I probably wouldn't have found out, which hurts diary. It was probably meant to be a secret. That's what I think. I could be wrong, but, I don't think I am.
I get this feeling it's partially my fault though diary. I lost my dr stopped m did something really stupid a while ago, and I think that kickstarted Sven purging again. He purged right afterwards anyway. We weren't particularly intimate afterwards for a while either.
I just feel pretty guilty for it. That's all.
But things are looking good again diary! Everything will be fine, you'll see. Anyways, I'm going to look for somewhere to hide this book! I'll write more next time!
-- Afonso Silva. [/color][/blockquote]
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